just got home dead tired. and decided to check some stuffs before i sleep. and Justin just told me what i missed today. FUCK IT! walan eh. i was having the feeling the whole day to go lahh. then last minute change of plan. end up eating some expensive dinner. 30 dollars FTW.

_|_ you seoul garden china workers. say 25 then got error. should have just left the place if it wasn't for the sake of ooh jing and derrick's face. and FUCK i won't be able to make it next week. i dont even care if i get fired from my job anymore. i want to fucking dance. and i fucking mean it.

plus floor the love is next week. screwed. one last session with justin. but maybe i'll improve a little more when i finally get to see jonas again.

i miss jonas. And theres also someone i miss quite alot. but i have got to give myself a chance. because i've given us too many tries.


last two months of my secondary 3 life. and last 4 months of being 15. lets make it worth while. though its not like im gonna be 18. but every year should be made memorable. *prays hard*