The BHB blogger.
The BHB Blogger.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
argh

why did all these feelings suddenly rush to me at the very last moment when its just too late for me to do about it.


just some tag replies..

Alison : what question O_O. and yeh. my mushroom hair was puffing up too

Pam : yeh it grew till there were 3 layers. but its recovering now.

Ya Xun : when i got the time. ;o

passer-by : thanks for your concern annoynamous super hero

Samantha : thanks (;

Priscilla : er you mean relink? and.. *quotes from yaxun's reply*



Wednesday, September 24, 2008
grandpa.

the door was opened. i knew i was having visitors. however it felt different. i didn't feel right. i walked into the house and placed my stuff down. the house had an eerie feel. it didn't felt good.

walking to the living room as a usual routine to make known to everybody at home of my existence. before i could shout. i heard soft chantings in the other room. i went closer and it got louder and louder.

i peeked into the room. my aunt came over, told me to be strong. don't cry. i looked over to the bed. my questions were answered. but new ones came pouring on me. why now? why him?

i stared at my dinner as i thought rationally. i guess we all knew it was coming and that. we were mostly prepared for it. but just now this soon...

grandma came out. asked me to finish my food, there were shivers in her voice. hear eyes were tearing as she started talking. she has had the most memories and good times. and i could tell that she was trying really hard to be strong.. i felt a small static on my head. as if i was being patted. but there was no one around..

images of memories flashed past. disgraced at myself for not being the wonderful grandson for the past 15 years. i know i wasn't bad. but i could be better. i shouldn't have talked back to you those few times. or shouted at you when i was framed. i could have talked it through in a calm and rational tone. and perhaps spent more time with you. played more chess. maybe be part of the activities that you had participated in...

images of your smile that made my days that much brighter. but i'll make up to you. i'll be a good boy. i'll study hard. i'll do great things. i'll get regconised. i know perhaps its too late to promise all these to you. but i hope you will see me do good up there.


goodbye 爷爷。


Sunday, September 21, 2008
wedding

went out ytd night to play again. oh no wait before that i bought a vest~ the price.. well is unbelieveable.. and .. i just feel like a girl now. *cough$119cough*... yea then after went to meet the clique/gang/brothers/bungs. we did the usual shit. had prima deili. i hope i dont die of food poisoning!


but it has already been one day so i'm okay.. err we burnt some shit and played dare and dare.. and we ended up with the following video ;O and some other obscene things that we did not video tape down ah well ;O take a look.








and as for today. 20th sept. went to attend the wedding. in my new vest ;O and yeah. let the pictures take over for a while.
lift zilian.

siblings cam wh0re



cam wh0re with cousin ;O (sister purposely act like dawn yang -.-)

my redsprine (red wine + sprite)

my arm pits so nice to smell meh

holy shit its neyo!

same pic? nah.. check out the smile (;

and perhaps smiling too much.

awhile back. damn fugly.

but im in the drain what can you expect?!

and of cuz. the blister under the blister. whickedd

<3 my new vest



Tuesday, September 16, 2008
happy belated mooncake festival

came home too exhausted to blog yesterday. it was AWESOME.
but now i realise the importance of educating everyone to use a n73 camera . is it that frigging hard? i mean. i works just like a camera (3.2mgp LEH) i know! thats ALOT ;o

the reason i'm ranting about this is because. yesterday while going home after soccah. loky's ridiculously slim phone fell into the drain~ OMFG LOL! and half the group already boarded the bus. leaving the people who saw the drama stayed to help. (me xh tian hoe ming jie)

as xh ever dropped his keys into a drain before(lmao noob) he knew that the drain could be opened. so we opened it. and being the tall and parkour talented me. jumped into the drain which seems to be deeper than my height (i would say around 2metres) and picked up lok yong's phone!! hero save the hand chicken (Ying Xiong Jiu Shou Ji).


ok ok anyway the fun part was at night. after everyoned went home to get changed again. WE( me ivan wei hao loky teng lin ) met up again at night to blow some shit up to celebrate a belated mooncake festival. no we didn't lit up lanterns. i built a great wall of matchsticks. this hole to burn some shit. and threw sparklers hoping that they would get stuck on a tree and we would be granted a wish. i managed to get one stuck. however the previous few ridiculous demands we all rejected =( boohoo... loky ALMOST got his diet wish come true. but. ouchie. weihao and his coffee. tenglin was wishing inside . so did ivan. and he got it thru twice..

and sexiest thing of all. is that we lit a cardboard with a lighter inside.. SEXYYY as hell when it blew up. videos are with xh though. he aint online. oh forgot to mention. he joined us at 9.30. lollll suckaaa ~.~


Sunday, September 14, 2008
recitle

damn. first practice was already great. plus we're gonna session like this every week. everyone's gonna improve so much . and i shall not lag behind. i shall work doubly hard during CCA practice.

also might have a chance to have a first try in a competition. depending on whether FTL still has vacancies. i hope so. after so long. i still never really know what i stand. i know its not UP THERE. but i wanna see where exactly.


got home really late today especially when there are lessons tml. ohyes english oral is on tuesday somemore. and im the freaking last guy again . FTW. make index number FOURTY. last. not frigging THIRTY OMGG..


anyway. i just heard a story of this guy.. and like . i just experienced the same thing he went thru a week ago (so did he) cept mine on a lower scale.. anyway. his story really pisses me off. "boring lah" what kind of fucking excuse is that. GIRL. you think it isn't boring for him to come out in the middle of the night just to pei you. just to drive you home. just to spend time with you? girl you think he frigging gave you anything you wanted for FOUR FRIGGING years, failed his O levels bcuz he was chasing you. and all you can give him back was "BORING" . what a BITCH

and.. thats just what i wanted to say. lmao (:
i shall dance..
while im walking
while im talking
while im on the phone
while im eating
while im sleeping
while imreaming
while im flying
while im taking my exams O_O

and i will dance..
when im sick
when im feeling down
when im happy
when im injured O.o



ok.. maybe im exaggerating.
but i shall dance. and will continue dancing (;


your favourite. dancing ranting bastard
jing.


Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Friends.




i love my friends. my family (especially my sister) for giving the support. time . an perhaps ears.

i'm tired of this. i guess it should just end here. its great to know that so many of you guys care. or give a damn about me. thats all i need to know. and i'm so touched right now.

and i don't have to be sorry. i know what i did. and i didn't do anything wrong. bring on chapter two of my life.

things will brighten up for me and you jonas. lets make gay. (i mean both of the frigging meanings)






and here are the pics that i promised. lots of group shotss (chronicled according to date )

we gave this shot to some teachers. taken before teachers day with A1s phone. my phone was in the scene but that nub doesnt know how it functions.


BYD. enjoyable day. ERIC THE JOKER~ and i loove his blazer. shall get one myself when i got the money.

group shot with miss sayuri. happy teachers day~

bicycle(blades for me and xh) outing.

we people have no childhoods.

yao jie getting owned at the wheel :X SORRY

the old spiderweb is under construction. ohwell we still manage to fit ourselves on this. WITH lok yong ;O JK :D

bleah. tats all of it i guess. at least. most of it that are important. haha



Tuesday, September 9, 2008
lmao

actually. i don't have to say much. if you have had written that post earlier it would have been so much easier then. haha. its okay. its not really needed now ;O


omg she viewed back. is that her? LOOK LIKE SIA. omg accept accept


Monday, September 8, 2008
dangg

i had like four things in my head to rant this afternoon .. but i just couldnt keep those thought in my head till i get home. damned dance. takes so much memory. and after that played basketball had this 'thomas edison' of basketball. so much noise but no action. scold ppl solo. then he go solo. want to pass also dunno how to pass. nvm shant blame him. god made everyone different. so god gave him the ability to make alot of noise. but unfornately took away his ability to run and his nimbleness.


anyway. so far. some muslim teachers almost burst into flames today but however. they realised how it was because of their hunger that made them like that. so actually yeah. i guess they were okayy..


there was a class outing. on i forgot what day. we went to pasir ris park to like cycle. but me and xh rented skates.. but that wasnt the climax of that day..
it was the park itself! damn i loved the playground especially the spinning thingy. i'm having the illness called laziness at the moment and shall update this post with pictures another time... especially when people try walking on the spinning circle rolly thingy. dope ass shit. NONO ESPECIALLY LOK YONG. lol he would roll around in the end and start crashing onto ppl. there was even a photo of me crashing into yao jie pushing him into the pool! LMAO IM NOT SORRY. it was too funnyyy xD ohwell ;O just kidding. apologies yao jie. glad that you didnt mind (; great guy great guy . hahaha


then on sunday, 7th september. went to wild wild wet with wei hao. hella fun. unable to decribe what we did there because it would defame my reputation ;o ...only can say we rided(such a word?) ohh i mean rode all of the slides over and over again cept he wouldnt pei me ride the 2 ppl thinggy a second time. damnnn..

and like im trying to find someone thru blog search at the moment. wish me luck. maybe she'll find me. wahaha ;o i can wish can't i?


Sunday, September 7, 2008
chapter two.

i need someone to steal my heart..

i hereby challenge every single person (when i say person i mean female )
to try and make me head over heels over them.
criteria are that the girl must have
-curves of the road going up gentin
-locious lips of angelina jolie
-face of jessica alba
-the legs of mariah carey
-and of cause. i really am dreaming. (but one can fantasize can't he?)

of cuz there would be have to be a reward right?
its attractive as hell i tell you! a autographed photo of me! OMFG !!! *YES* i know! ;o

whoever wins my heart shall get to date me. then of cuz see where we go from there. =o

auditions starts from tml onwards. feel free to msg me just leave your name age and measurements( :O ) at. 1800-somehotdude

i know its not funny. but its the least i could do to cheer myself up. shouldn't have left my friends out of this. anyway most of them didn't like the idea. she even warned me. but i persisted. sigh. whenever im feeling down. i'm looking at the only phone number that i have memorised ever since after i got my handphone. its pathetic. please someone save me from this madness. another sleepless night?

well at least i have the following events to look forward to.

-www tml! (hope i don't get sunburn again. lets hope something fun happens there)
-o school recitel. practice starts next sunday!
-some unplanned events
-the day i'll be able to backflip!
-more random events
-perhaps i should get a jobbb ( you really meet lots of interesting people there )


its not dramatic. but i would die happy if everything ended at 12.40am today

and i always have this feeling.. it feels bad.. bad for the stomach. its called hungry. and its damn hard to please. and it always comes with two hours interval when im extremely active. and about four to five when i feel famished.




this is funny shit right here!

If You Love Something Variations

THE ORIGINAL VERSION:
If you love something,
Set it free...
If it comes back, it's yours,
If it doesn't, it never was yours....

THE PESSIMIST VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, well, as expected, she never was.

THE OPTIMIST VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free ...
Don't worry, she will come back.

THE SUSPICIOUS VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, ask her why.

THE IMPATIENT VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free ...
If she doesn't comes back within some time limit,
forget her.

THE PATIENT VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back, continue to wait
until she comes back ...

THE PLAYFUL VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free ...
If she comes back, and if you love her still,
set her free again, repeat

THE LAWYER'S VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free...
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second
amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that...

THE BILL GATES VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free...
If she comes back,
I think we can charge her for re-installation fees and tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade.

THE STATISTICIAN'S VERSION:
If you love somebody,
Set her free...
If she loves you, the probability of her coming back is high
If she doesn't, your relationship was improbable anyway.

THE POSSESSIVE VERSION:
If you love somebody
don't ever set her free.

THE MBA VERSION: If you love somebody
set her free...
instantaneously...
and look for others simultaneously.

THE PSYCHOLOGIST'S VERSION:
If you love somebody
set her free...
If she comes back, her super ego is dominant
If she doesn't come, back her id is supreme
If she doesn't go, she must be crazy.

THE FINANCE EXPERT VERSION:
If you love somebody
set her free...
If she comes back, its time to look for fresh loans.
If she doesn't, write her off as an asset gone bad.

THE MARKETING VERSION:
If you love somebody
set her free...
If she comes back, she has brand loyalty
If she doesn't, reposition the brand in new markets.

loved the suspicion, the lawyer and the physchologist versions!


Friday, September 5, 2008
sometimes its all you have

woke up too early with a damned fever. flu and a sore throat.well i better take care of myself. gramps needs more attention from the family than anyone else at the moment. i have to recover quick.. like by this afternoon? so i can go for dance practice.



i shall practice hard to make myself worthy of the crew [jamination] and also my cca [international dance] .

i shall be able to.

-solar eclipse

-split.

-backflip.

-have a better groove.

by the end of this year hopefully !



here are some pictures taken at catherine's house a few days ago. (like 2? or 3. idk.)

this is ugly.. infact i just feel like deleting this. ah..
1 to 7
daphne had no idea..
look like ben yeo meh!?
formal shot. (too tall lah damnit)

and then some performance shot theat are totally awesome and makes me feel suiper duper damn good about myself... ;D
one of my favourite shots. *starts humming* i believe i can flyyy
nine. left this one out on top. oops
xiao zhu zomg. pamelas floating.. we are magicians.
and... the climax
and something totally random and emo.



oh and we were having this lame conversation about how rihana got her inspiration for her latest hit single from singapores. perhaps she heard some small girl said. "dont disturb me lah" . then she decided to say DISTURB YOU LAH.
HAHAHAHAHA
GAGAGAGAGA
JAJAJAJAJA
WAHAHAHA
LMFAOROFLLOL


Thursday, September 4, 2008
this is sureal.

he just wants to have a nice long nap.