the most famous person who was able to achieved the best of both worlds would be hannah montana. a on screen character. and its really lucky of her to get the best at the age of 14?(now 15) yesss shes like my agee got chance got chance! a pity shes alr dating some lingerie model guy. shucks


and i know i should be studying but i'm just taking a break. nothing seems to be going into my head. because theres just too much in my head. so i just have to rant it off. e.g. i want to get my frigging old comp back alive because that way i can play my games and boost my ego without playing tiring sports that just eats up all my fats that i've been storing for winter.. not only that. then i can get mozilla firefox to correct my bloody typos because IE just can't do it for you automatically. lame shit .


but its just that i've been thinking. about what you said. and after lots of influences from tvs. videos. dramas. radios. but i shan't go too deep now. exams are here. no.. exams are like 10 hours away. and i shouldn't be thinking about stuffs like that so much..

also i just realised what i said here completely doesn't link with my first paragraph. it was meant to be a build up.. but i decided to delete the rest of the rubbish.

but i do have an idea for my blog though. its a brand new concept and im gonna change the layout. the way it is. and its gonna be that much more zilian-ish and that much more bhb-ish. and also can help me clear unwanted stuffs. like a mini-blogshop. cept. yeah nvm. anyway i'll do those when i've got the time during the holidays. now off to grind the books... with my... you guessed it. eyes.


i guess living life freely is better then anticipating them. so what if its well thought out? there would still be things that you could never expect. nothing will go your way just to make things interesting here on earth. and for that. why not i stop worrying. and just live for today.
if theres a next time. i'm gonna raise the bar.