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Monday, August 4, 2008
what do i really want?
sitting in the living room and im blogging about the above question. But unfortunately the television is really distracting, having 'So you think you can dance? 3' and also Friends (S10) running! -.- And ALSO instead of revising for the upcoming test, which is like next week ;O yeah ok. nvm i think i should make a list of what i really want at the moment, and i'll work hard to achieve it. i do not want to just make a living and have no aim. thats known as boring. The first thing that hit my mind was well probably. what i want to be? what i want to do? i really love dancing, and teaching it is just enjoyable to me. i want to be able to teach dancing! but on the other hand, i still need a back up.. but this is the part where i'm not really sure what i want here. business sounds great and all, but is that what i really wanted? experienced work last holidays, and i guess its just.. alright. to work under someone. maybe i'll start a business or something. but all i have is just a vague idea of what it would be like.. damn then there's also, i want a home. not just any home, it has to have DOPE written all over it! not literally. but yeah. people will come in and go like WOAH , DOPE MAN!! ;o i want money and knowledge and also health yeah greedy eh? wealth and health, don't usually come together in one package easily. but i'm gonna make that happen, i mean whats the use of being rich when you arent able to spend all that money? and whats being healthy when you have no monay to spend? and of cause being smart is important (; a wardrobe filled with dope stuff (; yeah i wanna clear my wardrobe lol . so many things that i want! -.- that HAT. that COAT . THOSE HUSH PUPPY SHOES. OMFG -.-ohoh and another DAMNED pair of jeans ;o no not just one but a shitload of jeans. new tees. shirts and omfg i can't stop but it still bugs me that wanting a family didn't came up when i saw this question. i always thought i would love to have well a wife and kids to take care of. I guess its due to the recent events that had happened which changed my perspective of things. but i guess a family is still a want. but just not the top 3 priority... then i think i should make a list of the things i should/could do in the near future. first of all i guess is to - grow up? not just phsyically but mentally as well. though i know i will become this boring person. shucks ;x -Work on my dancing. yes! if i don't i don't think my first want would be achieved (; -Study ( FOR REAL? i don't even do my homework) which is why i guess i should start. -WORK? yeah for that wardrobe i'm wanting (; yeah so i guess thats what i want . and what i want to do about them. oh and also theres the Recital comming up! i had great fun last year! and im not gonna miss this one either! HERE I COME :D :D oh and also i want to learn Latin. it just keeps looking hotter and hotter ;x |