idiot cramps. why wouldnt you have comed earlier. like 2 hours earlier. damn
i hate having leg cramps all alone at home damnit! nobody to pull for you, and when you scream you look like a complete idiot to yourself!!

this time it was the damned effing right leg. and it still hurts. but i did have fun today. samuel came to play bball. and it was like after damn long since i last pushed myself this hard( the last time i did this was like during trainning) !!
the only reason was cause he was like a head taller than me!(im already `1.8m imagine him!) DANG EH?
thats not just all.
it was the first time ivan's sweat reached his 4th button on his shirt lol.
i dint know he took notice of that!
well samuel please do come back and play with us ! Lol..

oyes this mornning during VL
great fun as hell man lol~
we played chop chilli chop IMPROVISED VERSION( by yours truly)
edited it to the taiwan game qin ni gen wo zhe yang zuo ( please follow me and do this ) i love my translation. lOl
yeah yeah and like damn funny whenever it reaches sebestian/zhengxun they mess up most of the times lol~
and like zheng xun did several questionable things to Priscilla AND Hui Wen ^^ and he probably likes it. he should really thank eric KOSHASKI (something like that) lool

yeah then we were playing the number game using your thumbs then the middle finger game. LOL v hard to explain come to me if you're interested hhahaha. its damn hard the middle finger game. DAMN ( i call it that cuz we make use of your middle fingers. well at least we arent swearing)

oh and after school 2 idiots(jonas and harris) dropped by school wanting to eat canteen food ( WHICH SUCKS TO THE CORE.. ok nvm at least their hokkien mee not bad la) and always get free stuff ^^ eg. today i paid 1.10 for 1.20 laska PLUS a nugget ;O
lol.. have gotten better offers during other days. but wthheck :D

so we went to tmart to eat and i learnt from harris that theres a minimart behind which sells caned drinks at 70cents each! DAMNIT. why dint i thought of it for the past 2 years WTHWTHWTHHH
but w/e lOl harris was greeted by li xuan with such heart breaking words.
"i think you like worst with your hair rebonded" DAMNNNNN
he got like OWNNEEDD lol
it was like *sound of glass breaking* there goes his 50$ down the drain.
ouww
well at least i think he looks well sortuf older?
but still yup, unless your hair covers the whole of your freakking face . it makes a difference
or well you pretty much are dependent on your features really.

stupid cramps still hurting how to type ROARRR SLAP YOU LA CRAMPS DAMN YOU. TO HELL WITH THE CRAMPS

great day today. it was fun. hella fun (:
(other then the stupid FREAKING DAMNIT CRAMPS OMFGGG.
ps. I KILL YOU)

i should have FUCKING listened when i could, i really should have. damn this shit, i rest my case. i guess it was all for my own good. Be glad that i hadnt gone further, be glad that i still have my limbs, be glad that i have not gone berserk, thank god that im still thinking with a clear mind. im not angry at you, im angry with myself.
i guess i was too foolish
i'm only 15 come on, i have better things to do!
come on liu jing, you can do it
tml's a new day, start a fresh, throw everything else fucking far away. and think straight

im sorry for the fucking harsh/coarse languages. im pissed. real pissed at myself.
there is a time for everyone to need the time machine and i fucking need it right now.

from the second i click post. i am never to swear or curse
its time to go back, back to the real my self. i can't keep lying to myself
not everyone wants what you want dear boy. fuck you liu jing, fuck you for being so dumb.
as for you, i hope you're happy. i don't really care if it was a misunderstanding. im just glad im wide awake at 10.16pm.
OH AND FOR THOSE SON OF A BITCHES, WHO DON'T WANT TO ADMIT FOR BEING A BIG MOUTH? read this. FUCK YOU, you hypocrite. do not use me as a topic to talk about when you're out of stuffs to talk about. i know singaporeans are kaypo so am i. but just FUCK . OFF my business. you deserve a fucking punch from me. i don't really care if i know you well. i want an apology son of a bitch, if you don't, i hope you rot in hell. may your remains be burnt turned into nothingness. may you fucking die the very next day.
you ruin my day bitch/whore/bastard/ w/e
i do not like the attention, how can anyone stand being confronted 120times in half an hour about what you can do or not do. okay? FUCK YOU. i'm being kind with my words already. if i were to get any meaner, i'll make you swear you were never born.

sigh i think i over reacted the previous 10minutes. edited my post 4 times already sigh
i don't know. i guess guys have pms too. just without blood flowing out
im damned pissed at every small little thing and i don't know why. dont ask i'll just get mad again



replies -
jolene - haha i stood out because they were all in black and tall and white -_- but thats so nice of you!!!
-tian yoyoyo okayyy mrbean :O
sarah- haha hokayy. i want a smile on my link lool