picture the following scenario -
a recruit has been training endlessly doing thousands of push-ups and hurdles everyday just for that very important and special day.
he dedicates his time, his faith, his everything into this tiny pocket of hope for saving his country.

the day finally came, the lieutenant unfortunately has been the recruit's best friend for years. not wanting to let him die. the lieutenant decided to look for other soldiers. much weaker ones and sent em to battle. And just asks the recruit to continue his training, giving almost none, but little hints telling him that he might one day be sent in to fight.

how useless and pointless the recruit now feels about his life. The only thing he had been waiting for, dedicated to. Not being able to put it to use. He felt that he could just pick up the gun and shoot every other recruits there are remaining so that he, is left remained to be the only one, to be picked.



great story eh? 25/30! O_O lool.
when i logged in, was cheered the hell up by zhi sheng for showing me the stupid ken lee video lol! its this girl whom can't speak english trying to sing a mirah carey song where theres this verse which goes "can't live" and she goes KEN LEEEEE and screams into the mike! l00ls.

running home half naked at 1am really helps your 2.4km run to get 9mins and 43 seconds. i guess thats an achievement!(improvement of 10seconds WOW)