time to blog.. * clears throat *
basketball. yay. soccer. okay la. badminton. omfg hand cram. but still fun.
been playing basketball during recess these few days ALOT. In the hot sun. with occasional blowing of the winds. i can feel it brushing against my sloped right sideburns. and nothing on my left side of the head. dope hair *tada first bhb in 1 paragraph*

oh and wei hao's barber/hairdresser described next year's trendier's hair. and it completely matches the black srings on my head * BHB AGAIN *

anyway basketball. was. kind of a i curse you and you curse me thing today. we were shouting names to harass the person shooting for ABC. and here were the results

For Donnervan - i would say moh heng yee jun and he would miraculously score the damned ball. however if we dont say anything he usually doesnts score..

Wei Hao - a few of his ex's name. - miss.
scores when nobody says anything.

Xiang Hao - sharifamanta. (sharifah and samantha) owned. completely out of range.
- But however he won the game after giving some imba speech about something that i have spamming him to try and get him to miss. ( yes we are very sore losers, but actually we're just guys with huge egos. don't mind us..)

Me. - whenever i tried to act cool. the ball would fly no where near the rim.
- however when they started shouting names from huiwen to the girl at the macdonalds or some random girl the ball gets attracted to the middle of the hoop like a magnet.
however there were 2 taboo names though one my current lover ( really? you really still think so? ) the other is like. hehehe *smiles to myself*

oh and my frigging comp crashed today. PEK CEK DAOOOOOOOO want jump down my house. which i did. Except i didnt die. because i live on the first floor. WAKAKAKKAKA.

note to self :" never follow a 2006 pc guide when its 2008"


Though i'm a little pissed right now. thinking that i should have stuck with my decision. i should be happy because 2 consecutive relief teachers came in and called me handsome. AND I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING( ok maybe i did a little to the 2nd teacher but still ) the first teacher just came to me and like eh handsome. :O *applause*


on a side note... ( click to to zoom )no i don't do students for a living. nor Professionals.

i'll guess i won't remove this part of the post.. you like me? love me? really? *bleeeeep*

this post has nothing to do with remedy. blame my primary school teacher for not teaching me how to think of proper titles for my blog entries.


its been almost a year. there were many first times this year. and i think i have grown a lot more both physicaly and mentally. Sure i could still be so childish and immature at times. because sometimes being old and mature means BORING.

such as me almost wanting to elaborate on what i've read about the recent stock market and how people laughed at peter shriff now his having the last laugh. poor poor earth economy (except for frigging china ) *coughCheapLabourcough. prices of every single shit is dropping. i think i should really read up on these stuffs. so i won't get cheated in the future.

dance totally sucked today. it was like as if wei long was messing with the shuffle mode. cuz how the hell am i suppose to pop to frigging jazz music or a techno which has no special sounds?! OMFGGG. anyway i blame my inability to adapt.

AND also. im really just jumping around random topics and not elaborating on anything.
so now lets go back on track


this year just flew past like a rocket powered toy car. Probably because of something or someone i had. and to think of the seniors... in one year time. i would be in their spot. where they are now. mugging like crazy. no wait. 11months. cuz now is their exam period. OH jebus wthheck.. on a side note my computer is on its way to recovery. and i starting to think that it is nothing for me to be celebrating about. yes i could go back to my games. sure. do my daily somethings. with the computer. but. its just not it anymore. i've got one year. ONE YEAR LEFT 365 days. 8760 hours. 525600 minutes. 31536000 seconds and you don't want me to go into milliseconds! oh and also if its a leap year it would be 366 days! 87884 hours and i do not want to bore with anymore numbers!

i mean. its time to WAKE UP YOU FOOL
ITS NERDING TIME
KOWER PANGA

TEENAGE BLOODY HANDSOME SMALL BOY.

ever since i was five or maybe six. i've always been skin and bones. As i used to be chubby when i was younger. the skin my face is just so damn easy to pull. and sometimes i think my detached ear lobes are the results of my mischief in kindergarten.

Why am i still so skinny? i decided to go into investigation of my daily life and activities that causes my anorexic appearance. maybe its the lack of nutrients because of some reasons which i dont want to say cause i'm afraid that the current school canteen vendors reads my blog and are able to read English and finds out that i was going to say that their food are too expensive and service just sucks (yes i know they don't include gst) only non fried things are the noodles/porridge and finally THE FOOD SUCKS. black pepper sauce is like.. brown ... you know what. and i think they took out the chicken from their chicken porridge cause it just tastes like chicken porridge without chicken.

but its okay. i am not going to say what i just said if not the vendors will stare at me. but i must say that when they first came to work here. i kinda liked the first badge of catering vendors. then after this cheena woman came everything changed. you're such a word that starts with b and rhymes with ditch.

Another factor is perhaps where i live. and how i live. Every single day. i have to walk that ridiculously long stretch of road into my house like 500metres. i think i finished burning my lunch before i even digested them. And also. my father acts cute and buys a double Decker bed. and of course i was young didnt know anything so i choose the upper deck cause i thought that it was fun. turns out. its a fat burning machine. climbing up and down before sleeping and waking up. everyday of my life for like 6 years. i think it could burn at least 1 month of meals worth of energy. z0mgosh

so i think the reason why i'm so skinny is not because i play basketball/soccer everyday. oh and i also like to dance around. BUT because the food served in school SUCKS and my parents should just get a new house. or maybe i should start working and move out after NS. great idea.


Reminder : 6 meals a day six meals a day!@!@!@! high carbs high protein diet.

the school has no idea how to plan post exam activities..
especially sending us ( 3r2 ) to the engineering firm for 1 frigging hour. first of all the smell stinks. secondly we take computer studies and also PoA. and its super no link for half the class. even CS learn about keying in scripts for net profits and other shit. the only interesting there was probably the employee's calanders. such an eye candy for us guys 8D

the speeches yesterday. were okay. cept they were for the whole frigging day and im sure everyone's butts became numb. so school. we do need some exercise. and how do you expect us to not go anywhere if you "allowed" us 30mins interval which turned out to be 5mins? so we just came back late. and you have to scream at us like some pms bitch and then suddenly act like nothing happened and continued talking.

on a side note . i think i am very a
Bloody
Handsome
Boy.

moving on. being so frigging smart today. me ivan wei hao ran off at 10.30 while others had to listen to boring fire safety. but actually i think we're the ones who need to listen to the talk. *has a flash back* *rmbs how the many lighters explodes sexily in the fire* .. ok.. we went to MaCDonALdS. where we wanted to buy our happy meals. but the toys they had for today we have already. wei hao already has number 3 from KND and i have BLOSSOM from 3r6.. nono i mean BLOSSOM from powerpurff gurlls. And we swaped body parts and wei hao's Numbersome just looks so chio. and my Blosthree just looks so cute. aha. i've got a picture but im just too lazy to upload.

also then theres this conwoman from sec 1 who said that she would remove xiang hao then feature me. then now dunwan. cheat my feeling.


on a personal thought.
i have no idea what i'm doing now. i think i'll probably regret soon. because where this is going. im not so sure. but i'm old enough now. i make my own decisions. i really don't know what i prefer. angry? no. just pissed at my decision making skills

lets just put some stuffs underdrafts for now.

class outing. fun. shant whine.


its been a day and i alr miss you so.

but its a do or don't thing. the word im looking for is commitment

yeah like woah 150 posts. but just some tag replies. cuz tonning at ivan's house ytd was just brain juice sucking.

pamelah - er i was keeping my cool ;D

Alison - i totally forgot what we were talking about . oops XD

yaojie - forget it

Jonas - aighttttt

maybe its just exams stress.... but.. it feels like the other way around this time... maybe i finally feel the need to be treated better.

the most famous person who was able to achieved the best of both worlds would be hannah montana. a on screen character. and its really lucky of her to get the best at the age of 14?(now 15) yesss shes like my agee got chance got chance! a pity shes alr dating some lingerie model guy. shucks


and i know i should be studying but i'm just taking a break. nothing seems to be going into my head. because theres just too much in my head. so i just have to rant it off. e.g. i want to get my frigging old comp back alive because that way i can play my games and boost my ego without playing tiring sports that just eats up all my fats that i've been storing for winter.. not only that. then i can get mozilla firefox to correct my bloody typos because IE just can't do it for you automatically. lame shit .


but its just that i've been thinking. about what you said. and after lots of influences from tvs. videos. dramas. radios. but i shan't go too deep now. exams are here. no.. exams are like 10 hours away. and i shouldn't be thinking about stuffs like that so much..

also i just realised what i said here completely doesn't link with my first paragraph. it was meant to be a build up.. but i decided to delete the rest of the rubbish.

but i do have an idea for my blog though. its a brand new concept and im gonna change the layout. the way it is. and its gonna be that much more zilian-ish and that much more bhb-ish. and also can help me clear unwanted stuffs. like a mini-blogshop. cept. yeah nvm. anyway i'll do those when i've got the time during the holidays. now off to grind the books... with my... you guessed it. eyes.


i guess living life freely is better then anticipating them. so what if its well thought out? there would still be things that you could never expect. nothing will go your way just to make things interesting here on earth. and for that. why not i stop worrying. and just live for today.
if theres a next time. i'm gonna raise the bar.

its great to have friends who would come out to just talk or study even when noticed last minute! and it would still be fun. even when the frickin exams are so frickin near! but at least we're studying :D

went to the airpot to study at first with lao da ming yi and ivan the black. we all wore white shirts and we didnt plan it ;O went to look for wei hao who was working and ivan managed to get a choclate sundae with fudge filled to the brim!! OMG and ming yi's just look pathetic beside his. lmao.

and then joined by lyvia. then sook juan. then tian hoe and teng lin. oh then saw eugene and koh wei jie and and and erm ericccc leonnggg and this other person. daMN. heard zhi wei and like xm and pamela and like erm erm wei cong and like some other random ppl were studying at bk too. so crowded.

yeah studying was.. not so progressive although at least now i know what i don't know. lawl.

then we went to be pulic nuisence at the airpot's staff canteen under the names of dunman high and some other sch which i do not know off. some what defaming. but i'm sure people know what we're just being sacarstic. (;

frigging reached home at 10.30 cuz we bballed at TE.CC. and damn its hard to play with jeans so i decided to just stick with rejecting BALLS :O fun fun ;o



Blisters.
i just found out how to remove em when they dry up without cutting them with a scissors! just play more bball barefooted! hell yeah ;O

its just great to have friends to spend time with and have fun to keep your minds off some stuffs.. a day is good enough.