[edited to become diabetic and anti-suan] (okay maybe a little suan )

i remember like the start of this year, when me and ivan decided to join hadi 'they all' for a game of basketball at the back of 201. then you appeared and i was sortof like, why the hell have i not seen this girl in school before WTFFF.. i know i never tell you this, but i swear its all true (; even though i didn't take the initiative to talk to you, cause at that time i really was, taken and i didn't lie. its just that nobody ask. so i didn't say anything ! roar.


then there was the other time that i saw you at bugis and started to got all crazy and like shouting to you cause it was like damn loud? but i.. sorta would have forgotten about that incident if you didn't remind me. hehehs ;X


so, i was finally able to like carry out a conversation with you when i trashed you in basketball in the rain one day. then you, claim that i do questionable things. which i do not admit that i didn't but neither did i say i did.



and.. i'll admit.. i guess i'm really lucky to have you. if i could be any luckier, it would be having another you (; all the time that i just have my male version of pms, you tried your best to cheer me up, make me smile and i did. and how the smiles grow bigger when you turn your back on me because i was thinking how lucky i am.



Sometimes i really think that i'm not worthy of you because for a lot of times all i did was make you all emo-ish and you woul like walk off and emo. And even though you always seem to be biased against me, i'll try my best to treat you so good, so very nice and good that one day you would be biased for me (:


you're the first person that made me feel that there is actually something important in life. that i would take the last bus out for. or cab out in the middle of the night for. to sacrifice my sleep to type this blog entry for. all this. i've never had an affection for a person this way before. you're the first for all of this and MORE and hopefully be the last .



i think what holds us together is the amount of stupidity that adds up when the two of us together. Also the ability to forgive an .. well not forget, but laugh like mad at the past and the stupid things that happens .


Before you i knew nothing about love . but after meeting you, karmaine i feel everything there is to this wonderful and magical word.


i don't know when am i EVER going to type this kinda diabetic stuff again, but just remember.

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.