even though you're not reading this, i'm still not gonna state your name,(for some reason in my heart that i do not know how to describe with words)
here goes.

you are one selfish ass kay?
do you have to go all out, telling every single body close to me that i'm about to do something that you do not want?
its so selfish of you, not letting me leave.
just because you want one more person to accompany you
you have like 20+ other people on the team?
what would one matter?
its too selfish of you.
have you ever considered my side of the story?
i know, perhaps you thought it would have been a better choice for me to stay,
but my decision is made up kay.
i now understand what the others meant,
all the mean things they said about you.
i've always placed them aside
but i've finally had my share of that side of you.
i won't need you to read this, but if you had, i hope you would understand better.
i just want to rant this out.
i still want to be friends.
but i just want you to understand. MY DECISION IS MADE

tears almost fell